Beat Jerkeez: A THANK YOU TO OUR SUPPORTERS!

WE WON!! We won the Far East Movement "Girls on the Dance Floor" Video Submission Contest: Keep an ear out for Beat Jerkeez in the song (one of the prizes hahah) For more information: Forum Contest Details (There's even a link to the other submissions--youtube)

And here it is one more time!

A LITTLE OVER 2 YEARS?!

Since I last posted on this thing! WOW!!!! hahaha... I think here and then I will comeback to it. Thank you, Julian. Your blogs are always so inspirational.

I DO have another blog. More private--that no one but one knows the link to because I know the link to hers. It's how we communicate our boredom :/ (but a little more seriously since we don't get to see each other all the time, rarely talk online or on the phone. In person or in blog is always better for us.) Eventually I'll leak out the link... but that's only if you're lucky.

FOR THIS POST:

How or why do rumors get started? I'm not going to lie. I'm a little bit of a chismosa myself. It's how I was raised and what I was around all the time back home--in my own home. But lately, my family and I seem to be the talk of the town: my family when it comes to other family, but that's because we're mourning and don't know how to show it better; me and most recently (I found out this evening) that I'm having a baby apparently??? I'm pretty sure I'd know if a baby were to pop outta me any time soon right?!

I know I try to get into other people's business. That's no lie. But I feel like it's with people I directly talk to: the latest Jerico stories with my little Jerks circle, the latest dance drama within the community (not that I know everyone, but team to team chismis), the latest happenings in my friends' lives if they wish to share with me, the latest on the people I talk to on a regular basis, the latest on the people I'm close to but maybe haven't seen for a while--just so we have things to catch up on ("HEY! I HEARD..." kinda deal). But am I just trying to justify my chismosa factor? Is this a sign of what to give up for Lent? Have I been sticking my nose in other people's business too much? Do I need to not keep the latest update?

I'm going back and forth telling myself that I only really try to keep up with my regular peeps, and when I hear something about someone else in the circle I try to ask them about it or get the story straight... ESPECIALLY when it's a big story. But again... am I just trying to convince myself that I'm not a gossip?

hmmm.. food for thought before bed. This whole "Czareine's having a baby" thing is really bothering me. I hope I get sleep. I didn't get much last night. And won't get much tomorrow night. *SIGH* Hopefully, I can get to the source. I'm not going to lie. I might let mini-Hulk out. :/ Let's hope that doesn't happen. I haven't had to kick some ass (besides my sister... hehe I love you) in a long time--whether with my fists or with my words... we'll just have to find out won't we. I'm a girl on the edge. This was a bad week to find this out.

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Happy Happy Joy Joy

I need my laptop back. I get to reunite with it this weekend when I go home for Thanksgiving break.

I'm actually VERY VERY excited to go home this weekend. I miss home more than anything. I need to see Lolo. Seeing him at Induction Ball wasn't enough. I wanna see my girls for more than a couple hours. GAAAH!!! I want Auntie Son to take me SHOPPING! GAAH EVEN MORE!

I can't wait to go home. :D I just can't wait. I wish I had a car so I could go home more often. Seriously...

I hope I will... maybe Christmas?!??!? hoh man. I pray. I pray...

I'm a pooped out little monster.

I think I'm taking on too much. well not really. I'm sure I'm not taking on too much. But I am getting more tired, more easily. I know it's because I've been doing something every hour, every minute of the day. When I do get those little spits of rest, I take it. Ayah. I wish myself good luck this quarter.